I know I come to you only when in need

Im not the best believer

not the most deserving

but all I have all I am all I can

For him

Id beg you on bended knees for him



Precious baby, is your life hanging by a thread?

A thread Im standing on, praying on today

All I have all I am all I can

For him

Id beg you on bended knees for him



I've got this curse in my hands

All I touch fades to black

Turns to dust turns to sand

I've got this curse on my tongue

All I taste is the rust

This decay in my blood



I dont like the doctor with the deep long face

Only wants to give us the very worst case

Id rather shout out and shake him and do anything

For him

Id beg you on bended knees for him



When the moment strikes

it takes you by surprise and

leaves you naked in the face of death and life

there is no righteousness in your darkest moment

Were all equal in the face of what were most afraid of

And Im so sorry

for those who didnt make it

and for the mommies who are left with their heart breaking



I search for meaning in sores

The sentences they might form

Its the grammar of skin

Peel it back, let me in

Look for hope in the dark

The shadow cast by your heart

Its the grammar of faith

No more rules, no restraint



How angry I would be

If youd taken him away

I wish I was wiser but instead

Ill be grateful Ill say thanks

For the joy for the love for the smile on his face

Id beg you on bended knees for him