something is on my mind right now. reason being, reason pending. is that our past is now telling me how. how to live my life or deaden my life. my story, your tragedy is handing me very few insights. i lost my train of thought. and that train doesn't seem to stop. so i throw on the brakes (breaks). like your life is at stake, and i realize its not me. and that's been my tragedy. so i'll leave it here today. (so i left it here today). tomorrow has left it here today. right here, right now. and i'm now letting me leave this in my way. you can't negotiate this age old war of deception. so i took the stand and all of it. we've gone our seperate ways. "ours" as in my play. so let this cold play be the way that i have seen. and please come be my guest. and realize it's for the best. realize it's for the rest