Cut the line - I'm suffocating

Cannot feel - without I'm aching

Desire lost - my heart is racing

I feel cursed - am I mistaken

Doomed to walk the path that's chosen

Regret - a mountain yet to climb

Belief - that pain will ease in time

Embrace - a life that I betrayed

The icing on the hate...

Trapped inside - this self-addiction

Forced to see my own afliction

Through the eyes - deseased reflections

Kaleidoscopic - death in segments

A second chance at resurrection

The high of high's seemed endless

The shapeless fear ascending

Ride the carousel of punishment

The days of dazed emotions

And spells I cast seem broken

Ride the carousel of punishment

Cards are down - a choice needs making

Look a the past - or keep on dreaming

Pulled the plug - for now I'm winning

Closed the chapter - new beginnings

Closed the chapter - new beginnings