I just want to close my eyes

So I can forget about today

Forget about what lies tomorrow

And only take place in the realm of paradise

To be beaten each day

And lower my head

As if its my own fault

Forgotten about as night falls



Restless nights that are filled with guilt

And invite me into their empty embrace

I never saw this coming

And I now know that i'm not alone

I can only wish that i'm the last

And no one will suffer my fate

It would take an eternity in hell

For my heart to rest in peace.



To strike down this hate filled soul

And give back the pain you've caused

Would only satisfy

My craving for blood.



I will see you in the end

And I will laugh at your pain

So I damn your fucking life

And I pray you suffer long

And all the angels turn their backs

From the site of your pitiful face

No God will save your soul

For there is no love for you

You left that all behind

The day you learned to fucking speak