today i lost my will to live

it simply spilled out on to the floor

next to the pile of broken dreams

i didn´t notice till i saw the stain



i didn´t feel it trickle out of my soul

(because i feel nothing)



pain had been my dearest friend

it was always there for me

when my dreams crumbled





now i´m left in this

horrible sea of numbness

without any hope

there is no need for pain

so, now i have nothing



i think i died awile ago