and eye was like 13

and it was a Sunday morning eye think



and

eye think both my parents were still asleep



eye remember

eye was gonna play sick so eye wouldn't have to go to church that day



[don't stop]

[don't stop]



and eye turned over

and there he was



[my beloved]

[my beloved]



holding a pillow

he smelled of sweat & regret





and he said ....

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh