Paint this picture

Color it with casualties of hope and sorrow

Frame it with apathy

I find it hanging on a wall

that you disguise as faith and trusting

Intent is realized morning moves my head

My hands reach to feel your face

My hands fall empty

These memories can't fill their grasps



I begin to focus on

What I always thought i knew

Vomit my feelings

and spit them back at you

Indifference fails me

From the smile behind your eyes

In effect a failure

It seems just my size



fill me inside

how I need this

feel the inside

I can't take this

I open my arms just to miss you

only you can fill this hole



so full...sick of life

I feel so old I can't change this now

please show me how