Chorus]

You.. didn't, care about me

And now this is how it has to be

I was lost, but now I am free

I'm happy cuz I found a family



[Verse 1]

Whattup Em', it's ya biggest fan

It's not even necessary to introduce who I am

by now, cuz we're good friends

Remember the letter I wrote, before Atlanta on Up In Smoke

That's the day I was gonna cut ya throat

I guess my watch was broke -- cuz by the time I woke

I seen my watch was twelve hours late and I missed the show

But none the less I'm glad that I finally reached you

Ever since the accident I've been dying to speak to you

To tell you things have changed, and I'm a different man

A different level of understanding, I'm a different Stan

Things are a lot better, I promise I won't harrass you with any letters

Saying shit like "We should be together"

I may reach and start a group

The industry's full of homosexuals Slim, but I don't wanna fuck you

I got a new attitude, really, I ain't mad at you

I just wanted you to recognize I got talent too



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[Verse 2]

When I say talented, I don't mean battle kid

I mean storytellin, kinda like how ya album is

I been attendin counselin and takin medicine

They did some tests on me at NIH in Maryland

They showed me techniques to help me pressure

whenever I remember that crazy night when I was being reckless

Drivin with a deathwish, on the bridge and I crashed into a Lexus

Right before I finished that last sentence

I was listenin to Xzibit's album "Restless"

The next thing I knew I was under water and breathless

I was unconscious for a second, literally dying to go to heaven

till some fellas came and pulled me from the wreckage

They started CPR, then th