Midmost in the firestream

I live in an anxious way

Trying to give birth to

The child of my redemption

But too calm I am

Too unreal I feel

Constant alienation

Is the result of my abstinence

Once I was the cyclone - Once I was this god

Once I was the one - Screwing you around

Consuming your immunity - The truth in your lies

The sadness in your ecstasy

The love in your mouth

Once I was true - Once I was pure

Once I was you - Now just a duplicate of myself

Lives in your world

Hiding myself

Behind these words

Your blood still flows in me

Your love still lives in me

Your hand still covers me

Your pride I wanna be

Why does it matter now

It will end someday, somehow

This silence I can not bear

This dwelling I can not bear

This warfare of hellish rage

Walls of a remaining cage

Pieces of dust and respect

Hounting through my head

What is wrong with you

Are you sightless too

Tell me what to do

When I look at you

Give me your moon

To shine in my room

I have been dead for so long

That any sensation has gone

I know if I could

That I certainly would

Know what turns eternally

Into infernally

I am my end

I am the rock I will crack on

I am eternal without comeback

I am forever, no come back

And like a brave old soldier

I stand up and accept that

Someone capitulates for me

I accept your judgement over my difference

My childish eyes have turned into

Black holes a long time ago

My thoughts have turned into infliction

Many years before

But I know that time and

Knowledge belong together

Celebrating the prisoner

Now a cold fire burns

On a black moon

I accept your rules

I salute my end

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