Thinking suicide (5x)



Look at my eyes (Suicide)

I need a disguise

To hide my lies



Oh god

What have I done

To myself

To her

Before your eyes

What could drive me so mad

To lose what we had

The mystery remains inside



Want to make it real

Like it was before

And I lost the bond

Cause I shut the door

In search of ways to be myself

But ended up like somebody else

Trusted me

Honored me

Fought for me

Cried for me

Lived for me

Died for me



Open my eyes

I see the walls

White as snow

They don't seem strong

Betrayed myself

Opened my eyes

Can't see those walls

I feel so dumb

Like a fuckin' bum

Preferred to run

Then face the fact

I stabbed your back

I understand that

Did not deserve that

You can't go back

Do you see it?

Oh my god

What have I done?

Please forgive me

FUCK THAT



I feel

So hated

So aggravated

So frustrated

I can't explain it

The way that I feel



I feel so dumb

Like a fuckin' bum

Preferred to run

Then face the fact

I stabbed your back



I'm a victim

Slippin through the system

Victim

Slippin through the system



Open my eyes

Can't see those walls

I feel so dumb

Like a fuckin' bum

Preferred to run

Then face the fact

I stabbed your back

I understand that

Did not deserve that

You can't go back

Do you see it?

Oh my god

What have I done

Please forgive me

FUCK THAT



I feel

So hated

So aggravated

So frustrated

I can't explain it

The way that I feel



I feel so dumb

Like a fuckin' bum

Preferred to run

Then face the fact

I stabbed your back



I'm a victim

Slippin through the system

Victim

Slippin through the system

Victim

Slippin through the system

Victim

Slippin through the system

Victim

Slippin through the system



Victim (8x