I spend time searching my mind, walking blindly

I'm a live but I don't kow why, my thoughts plague me

Paranoia, fear and guilt, I hope I don't explode

I'm a bomb that I can't diffuse, a gun I can't unload



I don't listen, I don't know, man I don't care

Talking about all the Hell that you've seen, man I live there

Talk to me and it goes right through, I never heard a word you said

Save your breath, it's no use, you're talking to the living dead



Bullet driven eyes

What can you tell me

I'm living in a nightmare



I'm on the edge shrinking back from the ledge

Looking out my window down upon my heritage

Strip malls, thin walls, people paralyzed beneath the sun

Why me why now

I see the dirty millions and try to survive somehow



Got no reason got no need

I hear gunshots I hear screams

What can you do to me

What can you say

I used to be alive but I threw it all away

I used to have problems

I used to live a lie

But then I saw the sidewalk bleed and I watched his mother cry

I used to use my mind

I used to wonder why

Now I go from day to day and wait around to die

Like He did