There's almost nothing left

And you eat my kind for breakfast

What did I expect, to come here and find anyone?

Find open arms to greet me and friends to feed me

I sicken myself so much

And you eat my kind for breakfast, you eat my kind...



[chorus]

Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me

Whenever I let my guard down

Whatever I was, ignore it

Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me

Whatever I have been given

Whatever I have been...



Seeing myself this way, I am a monster I believe

Seeing is believing, is there no doubt left?

When I wake up I poison myself,

And poison leaves no appetite

I sicken myself so much

Sicken myself so...



[chorus]



Do we expect these things to change

By waking up and suddenly there they are?

And all I need's a starting place

And nothing ever seemed so hard