I don't want to turn around

and find I'd got it wrong

or that I should have been laughing all along

you're what keeps me alive

you're what's destroying me

do you want the truth or do you want your sanity ?

You were hell

and everything else was just a mess

I found I'd stepped into the deepest unhappiness

we get back

I bleed into you

thank God that I don't love you

all of that's behind me now

still seems to be above you



I don't know

I don't know whether I ever knew you

but I know you

I know you never knew me

I don't know

I don't know whether I ever knew you

but I know you

I know you never knew me

Do you want to!



Hope doesn't serve me now

I don't move fast at all these days

you think you've understood

you're ignorant that way

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

I'm sorry I can't be cancelled out like this

we had to kill too much

before we could even kiss



I don't know ...