when i pretend

everything is what i want it 2 b

i look exactly like wutt u had always

wanted 2 c

when i pretend

i can 4get about the criminal i am

stealing secounds after secounds just cause

i noe i can/but

i can't pretend tis is the way

it will stay/i'm just

trying 2 bend the truth

i cant pretend i'm who u want me 2 b

so i'm



lying my way from u



[no turning back now]

i wanna b pushed aside

so let me go

[no turning back now]

let me take back my life

i'd rather b all alone

[no turning back now]

anywhere on my own

cause i can c

[no turning back now]

the very worst part of u is me



i remember wutt u taught 2 me

remembewr condescending talk

of who i ought 2 b

remember listening 2 all of that

& tis again

so i pretended up a person who was fitting in

& now u think tis person

really is me & i'm

[trying 2 bend the truth]

but the more i push

the more i'm pulling away

cause i'm



lying my way from u



tis isn't wutt i wanted 2 b

i never thought that wutt i said

would have u running from me

like tis



the very worst part of u

the very worst part of u

is me!!