I can't control when I was afraid

So far away, from any choice I have

Here in this day, I continue to fear

Simple as I am, It's always on my mind



Somewhere inside, a voice is heard

To remind me that I have lost control



I have lost my will, to continue this way

With every waking breath, I decide...

How I live my life is far from normal days

See my downward fall, and allow me to lie



Somewhere inside, a voice is heard

To remind me that I have lost control



I give into my life, and color it with black

I listen to my heart, and hear nothing

If every day is cold, and the skies have turned to gray

Only then will I be happy with this pain



I have come to realize, my trials are before me

These are the rules set forth, to be lost in a day



I can't control when I was afraid

So far away, from any choice I have

Here in this day, I continue to fear

Simple as I am, to be lost in a day