Wish I was too dead to cry,

the self-affliction fades,

stones to throw at my creator,

Masochist to which I cater.



You don’t need to bother

I don’t need to be

I’ll keep slipping farther

But once I hold on I won’t let go ‘til it bleeds



Wish I was too dead to care

If indeed i cared at all

Never had a voice to protest

So you fed me shit to digest

I wish I had a reason

My flaws are open season

For this I gave up trying

One good turn deserves my dying



You don’t need to bother

I don’t need to be

I’ll keep slipping farther

But once I hold on I won’t let go ‘til it bleeds



Wish I died instead of lived

The zombie hides my face

Shelf forgotten with its memories

Diaries left with cryptic entries



You don’t need to bother

I don’t need to be

I’ll keep slipping farther

But once I hold on I won’t let go ‘til it bleeds



You don’t need to bother

I don’t need to be

I’ll keep slipping farther

But once I hold on I’ll never look down my deceits