Wish I was to dead to cry

The self-affliction fades

Stones to throw in my creator

Massacres to which I cater



You dont need to bother

I dont need to be

Ill keep slipping farther

But once I hold on I wont let go til it bleeds



Wish I was to dead to care

If indeed i cared at all

Never had a voice to protest

So you fed me shit to digest

I wish I had a reason

My flaws are open season

For this I gave up trying

One good turn deserves my dying



You dont need to bother

I dont need to be

Ill keep slipping farther

But once I hold on I wont let go til it bleeds



Wish I died instead of lived

The zombie hides my face

Shelf forgotten with its memories

Diaries left with cryptic entries



You dont need to bother

I dont need to be

Ill keep slipping farther

But once I hold on I wont let go til it bleeds



You dont need to bother

I dont need to be

Ill keep slipping farther

But once I hold on Ill never look down my deceits