always want what I haven't got

wanna be what I am not

you wish me somewhere I can't be seen

I am caught where I've never been

your feelings become mine for a while

as I realize your stronger than I

the freak show is about to begin

as I turn around and let you in

and let you in

I don't know what I wanna be

searching for someone, don't look at me

I just want what I haven't got

I just shoot and something dies

find it hard to explain

so how can you understand

I'm killing things with this razor blade

makin'' sure a price gets paid

a price gets paid



I'm happy with my misery

please leave me be

there's nothing wrong with me, you see

I'm happy with my misery

I'm happy

I'm happy



get the phone - get the phone



though I try to kick you out of this haze

been like this for weeks and days

what is now and what have I said

I really don't know

I really can't tell

creeping along these walls of hate

quiet, don't wanna complicate

saying to myself once more

forever never, never more

never more



get the picture - get the picture

get the picture - get the picture



I'm happy with my misery

please leave me be

there's nothing wrong with me, you see

I'm happy with my misery



happy with my misery

please leave me be

there's nothing wrong with me, you see

I'm happy with my misery



happy with my misery

please leave me be

there's nothing wrong with me, you see

I'm happy with my misery



happy with my misery

please leave me be

there's nothing wrong with me, you see

I'm happy with my misery